Twx's

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Depressed-

FirstMonth, SecondMonth, ThirdMonth, FourthMonth, Fifthmonth, SixthMonth, 27days. You left. Nothing i could do to keep you with me. Can't force you to also..
I'm so lost.. so so lost.. i didn't know what to do at all. I cried and cried. For 3days alr. So much sms sent to you, but non replied. I cant do anything. I really feel like doing something that i shouldn't do at all..
I just feel so useless. So.. whatever, without you with me.
I do everything i can for you. I do everything and wish that you would be happy.
I think that, this decision will make you happy. so its the best for you.
Maybe i was so wrong doing this. But i just cant keep everything inside me.
It felt so terrible. Losing friends. I hate losing friends.
nothing i could do to get back to the times anymore.
i'm so tired.. so stress up.. so....
i treat you better than anyone else.. i just wish that....
forget it. no point saying so many things.. you just won't listen to me..