Twx's

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Its terrible.. It really is..
Why, just what did i do to deserve all this things?
W-H-A-T WHAT! Is santa making fun of me?
Or is it God making fun of me? This is the worst December i ever had.
The worst EVER. i cannot take so much things in. i can't..
all this is enough for me santa/god. is really enoughh..
I wanna cry. i really want to.. my tears run dry.
nobody knows. you dont care and you dont bother AT ALL.
Whats that.. what did i do. i treat you not good enough?
Why treat me this way?.. why.....
All the things are bringing me down.
i felt so heavy.. for the first time..
Family.. something happened todayy.. or should i say just..
Hais. Friends.. i am losing everybody. every single one..
All just walk out of me. just like this..
I am tired.. i really am.. i need someone's shoulder..
or someone just kill me and how great it will be..
wo zhen de, zhen de hen lei.... hao lei hao lei...
i care so much for everyone.. yet. nobody even notice it..
Am i being used.. am i..
Do i really deserve all this.. do i..
i wanna take a rest. i want to..

Someone, please come to me and stab me in my heart and just let me die.. i will be so grateful to you..