Twx's

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Is not a good day at all.

I hate today, yes, i hate it A LOT.

i just find that i'm a lousy friend.

Only know how to emo and things.

Make you pekcek, make you angry.

But today, i really felt the terrible feeling inside me already..

I don't know why everything that i bear inside me just come out at one time.

You know about it, the things that i told you this few days..

I'm sorry for today. Is all my freaking fault.

But everytime when i asked you to don't care about me,

is really the time when i need you the most.

How i wish you were right beside me, trying to make me laugh or console me.

Still, i know that now, even if i cried, you won't try to make me laugh anymore.

You won't console me..

When i only wish that you will do this things when i am crying badly.

I know that now, if i am sad, the freaking face i gave you will just make you angry.

i just find myself so useless.. so so useless.

All i do is cry cry and cry. Nothing else.

I'm sorry b. Really sorry.. I really feel real terrible this time round..

Sorry.