Twx's

Thursday, June 12, 2008

~~i know i have to let go one day.~~ but its not so easy to.
i just find myself so irritating.
making myself like a bitch.
and i realised, you don't crap with me like how you crap with others.
i don't know what's happening.
but i know that everything is going another way for me.
i felt like i've no friends.
i felt like i am alone.
oh wtf? that's so retard la.
maybe i rely on you too much.
i know i have to be independent.
and i know that is just because i am too afraid of losing a friend like you.
i'm sorry for all my stupid thinking or whatever bullshits.
but what i expect from you, is really just to treat me better and that's enough.

~~sorry, sorry and sorry.~~

maybe, i am just some useless shit living in this world.

came to make your life miserable.

D: why can't i just be opimistic. ):