Twx's
Love of my Life,
Friday, July 4, 2008

I always forget what i want to post when i reached home. 
so i will just make it short. 
School today was okay. And is just four period. so is quite relax.
For the first time i did not fell asleep in class. so that's a good thing. :D
after school went home to bath and change, after that went out to find sisters.
went for dinner at palm garden behind. 
ah, hot hot hot. walk round and round! :@ 
but still, managed to find them lahhh. 
After dinner walked to lot 1 and then went home loh. 
Others went ellen's house to stay over.
Eff, i felt so @&*E^@&*$  
Stay over for one day also can't.
i want to go obs, FAST! 
and i am so pissed off with this freaking computer. 
I AM SO PISSED OFF WITH EVERYTHING!
AND A BASTARD KEEP TALKING TO ME! 
I AM MORE PISSED OFF! 
i want to run out of this house.
i don't know what to do.
i don't know how to talk to you about things.
because, telling you things, you won't do anything either.
you just, orh ok. haha. and things.
sometimes you do counsel me, sometimes you don't.
i don't know what to do, i want to cry out loud. 
i want to shout at them what i am thinking, what's on my mind. 
i can't communicate with them anymore, never. 
friends are more important, of course. 
i need you now, b. but i know, you won't be here for me now.  (':
maybe, i am just emo-ing. 
oh whatever. 



i know that you're gone, forever.
you'll never be back anymore. 
i can't see the real you anymore. 
when i still longed for the past you. 
you changed and changed again. 
but still, no one replaces the place that you stand in my heart. 
you're, gone. ):