Twx's

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

When i said, i fucking hate this date (20.08.2008) , it really means that i hate this date.
i fucking hate this date. FUCKING DISLIKE THIS FUCKING "NICE" DATE.

i am out of the clique.
takecare, for the one last call, sisters.

I hope i will be busy everyday, every single day.
busy every second. so that i won't have the time to think of anything fucking things.
guess, i am going to take up the habit again.
i want to get sick, i want to get high fever.
till i go blind, maybe, till i go crazy.
that will be so much better.
cause i wont be able to think about this and that.
oh, or maybe not so crazy.
just can memory loss, that will be enough.

~~i never know, after giving in so much.~~
after trying to do everything and anything to make you happy.
done so much things for this one year plus. yet, you are actually bearing with all this things.
actually all this things are pissing you off so much.
actually all this things you are afraid of.
actually you want to avoid me for all this.
actually, i am not your close friend, at all.
sorry for all those shits and troubles i gave you.
sorry for everything.
i am useless, a very useless goodfriend.
i just wish to see you happy, that's all.
be happy, be strong, always.