Twx's

Friday, October 3, 2008

I'm going out soon.
stupid gilyn and esther is still sleeping like a pig.
and gilyn offed her phone!
i want to kill herrrrrrrr. :@
and it freaking acts up.
felt so terrible everytime it comes. fuck.

~~fuck, why is it everytime early in the morning after i wake up you will start scolding and screaming at me.~~
~~what the fuck did i do wrong lah. is sleeping a crime!?~~
then why don't you go and scold that fucking son of yours instead of me!?
nbpcb. every fucking single thing is my fault lah ok.
yah, i don't like to stay at home. because everytime when i stay at home,
i have to hear you screaming at me. shouting out to my face.
seeing your fucking face everyday makes me feel like i'm a lousy daughter.
asking me to move out of this fucking house!?
and me to pack up my things and leave?
if you really want that to happen, tell me that right to my face again and i will go out of this fucking house for you to see.
if not, wait till i am 18, i will move out right away!
your son will always be the precious one in your fucking eyes lah ok.
and i am just a shit in your eyes.
just because i always go out and i'm bad in studies.
so what if i get good grades, do you even care? YOU DON'T!
then when brother get good grades, you all will be so damn fucking happy.
so what if your fucking son stay at home all day.
study!? he's watching porn in his room lah!
so what if he's studying!? he's staying at home because his friends don't ask him out!
or should i say, he don't have much friends.
his girlfriend is like so damn fucking irritating sometimes when she call and quarrel with your fucking nice son.
cb, i swear i will run out of this fucking house one day.
~~even if i starve to death. nbcb.~~