Twx's

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Things ain't going well again, i don't know why is all this things happening.
i thought that everything will be fine.
but it turns out to be the other way.
sigh, i know it takes alot of time for you to do so.
i'll wait. don't push me away.
because you will never be able to push me away from you.
i will never walk out of you. never.
i have so much to say to you, but i don't know how to say it out.
i don't know how to express it out.
i am here, always here. i promise.

fuck, came back home and mother is like scolding me non-stop.
non-stop at all.
fuck, why can't i just have peace at home when there's so much things happening outside alrd.
she even ask me to move out of this house.
ok fine, if you really wish to see me leave, see me out of this fucking house.
i will do that one day. i swear i will.
i am so tired of all these shits that are coming from you.
whatever i do, it makes you unhappy.
nothing i do will make you happy at all.
fuck. why can't you just kill me.
or don't even give birth to me! sigh.